It
is already August which means only three months until I have to return to work
… THREE months. I am so not ready for this.
Three
months to determine if my boss will take me back part-time … three months to
start the day care search … three months to choose said day care and start
Sophie’s orientation … three months to freak out about leaving Sophie with
complete strangers … three months to be OK with leaving Sophie with complete
strangers … three months to feel completely comfortable with leaving Sophie
with complete strangers.
I
told you I am so not ready for this.
I
had hoped that my new venture with Thermomix would take off with a sprint but
it seems a slow walk is still occurring.
Commission
work is hard work.
I
have been off work for nine months, to say that it has flown by would be a
drastic understatement.
Nine
months of becoming a whole new person, taking on a new role … the biggest role
that I will ever take on in my entire life, learning new things each and every
day, making mistakes, feeling new, both scary and exciting feelings.
What
a rollercoaster of events I have endured these past nine months.
So
many people told me that the first year of Sophie’s life would fly by, I never
thought they meant it would fly by this fast. I have loved every moment I have
had with her over these past 7.5 months. I definitely am not feeling the urge
to head back to work for adult interaction. The days leading up to my return to
work will be treasured forever.
Oh no! Do you think it's likely that your boss will let you return part-time?
ReplyDeleteI really don't know! I have put the feelers out to my old boss (whom I worked for two years prior to having Soph), i'm open to other options too! Fingers crossed!
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